More Than

Enough

i have a self imposed deadline that i keep missing, extending and missing again as other things come up and it gets bumped. Even with unexpected time opened up in today’s schedule, i didn’t get to it. it’s been eluding me…

Funny how that happens…

Below this week’s pub drawings is a stream on the word enough. i’ve streamed on enough before but apparently it wasn’t…

Enough: i’ve had enough of the violent news, enough as a limit, a boundary and isn’t that part of the conflict over boundaries, sides, claiming not enough and enough all at the same time. 
 
we hope time will sort it out but do we have enough time?
 
Having enough. Not having enough? What if we weren’t telling ourselves such a story of lack… This thinking, a hidden belief that we don’t have enough, seems to lead to taking from others, on some level, without permission, without reciprocity or generosity.
 
Generosity, an offering because we trust there is enough.
 
Trust can be fleeting in the world pumping with fear, with retribution. The cycle of violence only gets more violence. When will it stop? When will people finally say it’s enough?
 

And that was it, i stopped.

Paused, broke a rule of streaming, i hadn’t completed even 5 minutes today.

And then…

just more thoughts on when humans will have had enough of other humans reacting out of fear of not enough leading to  dominating others. 

i’m tired of sides, binary, polarized reactions without nuance to understand the intricacies of histories, needs, converging diverging narratives.

Where is the ability to connect to become intimate and know something such that we find common humanity, a need for all, for enough?

Thanks for reading if you made it this far-  feeling rusty,  sharing it anyway.

i was going to link to the earlier stream on enough but realized it was from day 88 and that was before i was using this blog. i’ll have to return when there is time enough.

i wonder, what’s your story with enough?

2 thoughts on “More Than”

  1. Love the pub drawings! Good questions… enough never is.
    An old poem titled “Enough”
    Enough

    Sex, is like a near-death experience,
    or so they tell me. I’ve never had any,
    near-death experiences that is.
    Although, I’ve been told that afterwards,
    what seemed so urgent just moments

    earlier, is suddenly not so important,
    and one’s priorities undergo a shift,
    at least for a while. Hours, days, weeks,
    (it’s different for everyone). But sex,
    so far as we know, for most of us

    occurs with greater frequency, coupling
    and uncoupling, tankers and box cars
    banging behind a steamy, steel-bellied
    beast on iron wheels, carrying its load
    of coal-stoked hellfire, and hauling ass,

    a seemingly endless freight train of want.
    A waiting pick-up, stopped at the crossing
    gate, high beams shine between couplings,
    over the low, soot-black sides and hollow
    rumble of empty gondolas, numbered

    like so many waiting coffins…
    and always, in the end,
    only one caboose.
    But who’s counting? Enough
    never is.

    1. David, Gorgeous poem, funny, moving, great imagery, love it! Thank you, i appreciate your sharing it. What fun to find this as i return to make a new post. (something is up with my notification apologies for not responding sooner)

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